Sleepless Nights

I had been unable to sleep past 2 nights. I was still wide awake at around 4am and normally awaken by Alaric around 7-8am.
I swear I wasn't having caffine anytime later than 4pm of the day as I am quite sensitive to caffine's power. Not even chocolates!!
Why am I still so wide awake?
One thing to be relief is that at least Alaric is zzz well and not adding on to my tiredness.
I think the Night Night Balm from
BadgerBalm do play a part.
Oh ya, I better go apply some too. Why didn't I think of that?!
Night night to myself.... Zzzzzz

(this post is being edited to add that Alaric is really a "pan tang" toddler. After this initial post, I wanna change his diaper so I need not wakie to do so and can zzz through the night, of course hoping that Night Night Balm do work on me. As I mentioned above that he zzz well. He poop on his diapers and I do not know it was how long ago and how he did that as he was asleep since 1030pm. Sigh. How can one poo and zzz at the same time? Or he poo before he zzz? That is a long long time that his poop is in his diapers. I am sure tomorrow his buttocks will be monkey red. Calendula cream to the rescue again!!)