Don't be a Martyr

Read from What to Expect - The Toddler Years

Don't be a Martyr
Parents who never take the time to be good to themselves have a much harder time being good to their children. When parenthood turns into martyrdom, resentment and hostility build, often resulting in parental loss of control. So make sure you get your share of quality of time too.

I think I am sometimes to hard on myself. And never have any "me" time. I forgot how to love myself and it does affect our marriage too. I forgot how to love and focus all my attention to no one but Alaric.
Hope that sending him to school is beneficial to everyone.
I must learn how to strike a balance and love equally.

Let learning starts now for Alaric and me.